Part Two of "Rumble at the Farmer's and Crafter's Market:
So, after sharing a few misunderstood e-mails with the new Market Manager, who told me I had to apply again, but two weeks earlier than the website states (April), so now we have that straightened out...
I also finally got to touch base with an old friend who is going through some stuff, but she's still an old friend, you know? Anyway, we're back on track...
Then, fooling around on Facebook today, playing a game I often play, "wonder what happened to so and so"...
I'm usually pretty careful about who I look for...be careful what you ask for, you know? Threw caution out with the bathwater today, and very very sorry I ignored my own rules..
Found out by my snooping that the only man I really ever loved has married his first sweetheart from when he was oh so young...we broke up long ago, I have no claims on him, or any business even having an opinion or caring so much...but find that I do care..
Guess I'll be sad for awhile, and carry on...that is what we all are supposed to do, yes? Sometimes it's harder than others...
I'll just have to get back to what I'm good at...being a Maker, and channeling all that pain and stupid nostalgia into something productive.
It just solidifies your a human being...that's all. I've done it too...although not sure what I was looking for. Go create!
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